Arg!

I just want someone to tell me what to do! I'm not sure how long I'm able to live where I'm currently at and I hate not knowing where I'll be living in a month. I just want to be able to say: "this is my address." So, since my current living situation is probably temporary I've been looking for a new place of my own and I've come to the following conclusions: 1) even though I got a raise and have nearly $100 more a month to spend on housing I'm still pretty much going to be poor, 2) living above ground costs a LOT more than a basement apartment and I'm not going back underground, 3) everyone in town owns a dog but only a few people will rent to a dog owner and there is usually some sort of insanely high additional fee, 4) to avoid being totally poor I need to find a roommate, 5) roommates can be scary. I was waiting to look at a crazy-cheap 3 bedroom house but it was rented before it was even available. Lame. Yesterday I looked at this GREAT 2 bedroom Victorian but it's like $1000+ a month and my poor little pay check can't handle that without a roommate. At the moment I can't think of a single person that needs a place and that I would want to live with. Lame. Also yesterday, I was contacted through craigslist by someone renting a 2 bedroom furnished house. (I posted an add looking for housing.) I replied that I have too much stuff to be able to rent a furnished place but I actually knew the guy renting it so I said hi and then he wrote back saying he is actually looking for a roommate for another place that is really nice and pretty cheap. This seems like a win-win situation since I would be paying less than I was before but actually living above ground in a beautiful house. The only trouble is that the guy that would be my roommate has a bit of a "history" and kind of parties and the people I have quizzed about him have seemed a little hesitant. Lame.

Would it be wrong of me to quit my job, take a sugar daddy, and move to Denver? Right now that seems like my best option. And yes, I do know a potential sugar daddy.

Why does all this have to be so damn difficult?!