For about a month at least 3-4 times a week I have a dream that someone is coming to bed. I'll actually wake up in the middle of the night because someone that belongs in my bed has finally gotten home and is crawling in with me. I'll even move over to make room for him and yesterday night I actually sat up in bed, said out loud "you finally made it home" and reached my hand out... to nobody. I have no idea who I think it is but it's obviously someone I want to be there and belongs with me. I'm not sure if my subconscious is processing my recent "near relationship" or if I'm being prepared for something in the future. In the dreams I'm so comfortable with this person that I don't even question who he is but at the same time I'm in the same room, in the same bed, and the only thing that has changed is that I share that room and bed. It has the feel of a memory but one that hasn't happened yet if that makes any sense. Ok, enough weirdness... Dreams are just dreams but it's so odd that I would continue having different versions of the same dream and wake up expecting to see someone so often.
I'm a lot less stressed today than I have been most of the week. I'm not sure if my "give-a-shiter" just quit working or if my stress level has actually decreased. Either way, I'm not as freaked out. I'm looking forward to the weekend. I have a dinner party to attend on Friday (at the home of my most recent "near relationship") then I'm seeing and old friend on Saturday and interviewing a potential new pastor on Sunday. Should be a good weekend! Just a day and a half to go...
To let loose.
To let free.
To breathe in.
To breathe out.
Peace out.
No comments:
Post a Comment